Me.

I have no heart, I have no soul,
All I have is what I hold,
Give me what I never had,
Keeping me from being sad,
No regret, No regard,
Life's not very hard,
Closed heart, open mind,
I am one, of a kind,
The first black,
The second beloved,
Off track,
Unloved,
Is not the life I want to lead,
The warnings told, I do not head,
Happiness is not for me,
Loneliness brings me glee,
For this I am happy,
For this I am me.